Once upon a time, there was a girl. She was nothing special, just average. Average looking, average personality. Nothing different, nothing new, nothing unusual. She had a nice childhood, I mean, yeah, shit happened, but it does for everyone right? And then she became a teenager. She found out what love was. Yes, that's where the REAL shit happens. She had loved people before, many times. She had truly loved 3 people, but only once, had she been in love. And this was her problem.
This girl, she fell in love with a mathlete. He wasn't the best looking guy she had ever seen, maybe to anyone else, he was nothing special. But she loved him. She really really did. She had the best 6 months of her life being in love with this boy. He loved her, and they walked, and talked, and laughed, and did these amazing things that to anyone else would be, average.
He had an amazing family that she grew to love too. She loved it when she was able to spend time with them. She loved talking to them about anything and nothing and everything. She spent her favorite weekends at their house, just belonging.
Then, one day, the boy, he decided his feelings had changed. After he had spent the weekend with this girl, at his house, going to London, he didn't feel it was working anymore. So he took everything this girl loved away from her. And that day, she cried more than she had ever cried before in her life. She cried her whole life out. Everything.
But that was all she could manage. Just that day, and after that, she didn't care. She hated him. She didn't understand how he could do that to her. She felt dirty and used. And she honestly felt nothing for him, but she didn't know how. She was just rolling with life as it came, because it was the easiest thing to do.
This was until, she spoke to his mum. This woman was the most amazing person in the world! Anyone would wish to have a mum like this one. And when she saw her, and they talked about everything, that was when she realised, that the day she would not love this woman's son anymore, was a lifetime away. And this woman, she seemed to want this girl to keep loving her son.
She does realise that he has already moved on. That he probably doesn't care about her at all anymore. But there is nothing else she can do now, because the day she will stop loving him is not going to come soon. So whether its moving on, or trying to keep something alive between them, she will keep trying. Always.
No happily ever after here.
I don't blog, I write.
Just, Me.
This girl, she fell in love with a mathlete. He wasn't the best looking guy she had ever seen, maybe to anyone else, he was nothing special. But she loved him. She really really did. She had the best 6 months of her life being in love with this boy. He loved her, and they walked, and talked, and laughed, and did these amazing things that to anyone else would be, average.
He had an amazing family that she grew to love too. She loved it when she was able to spend time with them. She loved talking to them about anything and nothing and everything. She spent her favorite weekends at their house, just belonging.
Then, one day, the boy, he decided his feelings had changed. After he had spent the weekend with this girl, at his house, going to London, he didn't feel it was working anymore. So he took everything this girl loved away from her. And that day, she cried more than she had ever cried before in her life. She cried her whole life out. Everything.
But that was all she could manage. Just that day, and after that, she didn't care. She hated him. She didn't understand how he could do that to her. She felt dirty and used. And she honestly felt nothing for him, but she didn't know how. She was just rolling with life as it came, because it was the easiest thing to do.
This was until, she spoke to his mum. This woman was the most amazing person in the world! Anyone would wish to have a mum like this one. And when she saw her, and they talked about everything, that was when she realised, that the day she would not love this woman's son anymore, was a lifetime away. And this woman, she seemed to want this girl to keep loving her son.
She does realise that he has already moved on. That he probably doesn't care about her at all anymore. But there is nothing else she can do now, because the day she will stop loving him is not going to come soon. So whether its moving on, or trying to keep something alive between them, she will keep trying. Always.
No happily ever after here.
I don't blog, I write.
Just, Me.
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