Guess what!? Your smile doesn't bother me anymore. I'm not going to pretend that I don't miss you. But I just accept the fact that things have changed, and I'm actually okay with that. I still hate you for what you did to me. I hate the fact that you're happy, because you don't deserve to be.
Spiteful? Maybe. Unfair? Definitely not.
I did love you. No question about that one. But that's fine, and I'm allowed to admit that. I worry that I am over you already. I feel like I should care more that you didn't want me. Care more that you pretended to love me. But I don't. It hurts still, a little. But I don't care.
The most important thing right now is the fact that I am happy. Happier even than I was when I was with you. Yes I am. I have more friends than I have had in ages, I'm meeting new people, and if I'm honest, everything is coming up roses.
I need love, but I don't need yours babe. I'm moving on. Moving on up. To bigger and better things. Yes that's right, better than you.
Check my smile my love, just check it!
I don't blog, I write.
Just, Me.
Spiteful? Maybe. Unfair? Definitely not.
I did love you. No question about that one. But that's fine, and I'm allowed to admit that. I worry that I am over you already. I feel like I should care more that you didn't want me. Care more that you pretended to love me. But I don't. It hurts still, a little. But I don't care.
The most important thing right now is the fact that I am happy. Happier even than I was when I was with you. Yes I am. I have more friends than I have had in ages, I'm meeting new people, and if I'm honest, everything is coming up roses.
I need love, but I don't need yours babe. I'm moving on. Moving on up. To bigger and better things. Yes that's right, better than you.
Check my smile my love, just check it!
I don't blog, I write.
Just, Me.
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